如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

        刚吃完夜宵，大家都说我今天好HIGH，好可爱。那个又酷又冷的人今天似乎暂时消失了。

        来网吧，是陪DER杨。跟我相反，平时搞笑的他今天比较冷。是担心，是动摇了吧。。。我们一直说大家都要幸福，也一直努力着。。。我们，有痛苦过的人似乎又找到了新的依靠，有寻觅许久经历挫折的人现在已经很接近幸福，有恢复中的高贵公主，呵，还有那对甜蜜的“小夫妻”。DER杨，希望他能经受考验。嘎嘎，他说我真的不用你们担心的。我知道，就像我以前对他们说的那样。。。

        那我呢？恩，我也不清楚。这不是和她第一次发短信。第一次，那几条，很无厘头。上午，当她主动在QQ上找我的时候，我真的吃了一惊。呵，我想，她需要一个不是很熟的人给她安慰吧，因为我不会知道她身边发生了什么事。她关了校内，她和我发短信。真的很短。但她对我说晚安。真的和她八字还没一撇，真的连八字都还没。。。但今天我真的，似乎像八字已经写完了一样快乐。。。就算火箭输了，就算巴萨局势堪忧，就算足球踢得不爽，就算掉了佛珠，就算削苹果时割破手指。。。但这一切，都被抛到脑后。。。

        这次，真的不是盲目。我没有一头扎进自己编造的幻想和感觉中。很平静。只是觉得她是个好女孩，想和她接触，其他不会想太多，一切顺其自然。

        生活是应该好转了吧。。。我会加油的。。。

Some People Laugh
Some People Cry
Some People Live
Some People Die
And Some People Run
Right into the Fire
And Some People Hide
Their Every Desire
But We Are The Lovers
If You Don’t Believe Me
Then Just Look Into My Eyes
Cause The Heart Never Lies
Some People Fight
Some People Fall
Others Pretend
They Don’t Care At All
If You Wanna Fight
I’ll Stand Right Beside You
The Day That You Fall
I’ll Be Right Behind You
To Pick Up The Pieces
If You Don’t Believe Me
Just Look Into My Eyes
Cause The Heart Never Lies
Woahhh x 2
Another Year Over
And Were Still Together
It’s Not Always Easy
But I’ll Live Forever
Yeah We Are The Lovers
I Know You Believe Me
When You Look Into My Eyes
Cause The Heart Never Lies
Cause The Heart Never Lies
Cause The Heart Never Lies

    想喊你却没敢开口
最后只有流着泪看你走
我想问我
是否只愿意就这样放手
既然无法挽留
只好接受
从今以后
你要寂寞多久
谁能给予你
我这般的温柔
也许是多虑了
你离开我会过得更快乐
可对于软弱的我
回忆就足够
分开以后
每当想到你
就会低下头
紧握着手
不知过了多久
我相信你就会有一样的辛酸难受
都曾经深爱过谁
有谁能舍得
在离开你之后
想快乐也只是一种强求
一个人
怎么过都是愁
懂得拥有
却未必能让
你为我停留
最后只剩遗憾
拉住我不放手

看着右手被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留
而我左手按下号码之后
那首属于我的歌不再播送
默写你的爱过
坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说
表情才不难过
我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟有没有发现我
倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后
整夜的风冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口再一次的路过
等在那角落的人已不是我

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
      呵,周董知道了我现在的心情了,所以出了这样的一首新歌?

     

How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head

If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I happen to see you
This darkness would turn to light

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be all right
And everything will be all right

I know you didn’t bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Because I’m so used to living underneath the surface

If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I'd see you
This darkness would turn to light

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be all right

And I would walk on water
You will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright
You know everything is alright
Everything's alright 

        不怎么喜欢摇滚,尤其是歌特与PUNK.但是听了MCR的这首歌发现摇滚其实是感情宣泄的好方式,这样的情感,这样的呐喊,不令人震撼吗?感情或许就是这样,特别是对现在那些利益终于终于一切的人来说,只是一种工具.当离开的时候,甚至不会说一声"Ｉ don't love you like I did yesterday..."　只是当初，真的爱过吗？．．．

Well, when you go
Don＇t ever think I＇ll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I＇ll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You＇re still the good-for-nothing I don＇t know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
＂I don＇t love you
Like I did
Yesterday＂

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It＇s where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar＇s just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
＂I don＇t love you
Like I did
Yesterday＂

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
＂I don＇t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday＂

I don＇t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don＇t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

Your suddleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such distain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight, Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

陶吉吉的一首老歌，六年前我觉得这首是世界上最好听的中文歌了，怀念一下：

空无一人这片沙滩
风吹过来冷冷海岸
我轻轻抖落鞋里的沙
看着我的脚印
oh一个人一步步
好寂寞
看海有些绿天有些蓝
那段爱情有些遗憾
像不知不觉游向海天
到最深的地方
才发现你早已经
放弃我
我听着海浪温柔的呼吸
我看着云朵飘来飘去
有什么方法
让自己真的忘记


only blue only blue
爱让人好忧郁
我的心我的心
蓝蓝地
我真的想找一条船
能远远离开这片沙滩
每次又回到同样海边
还是对你想念
想念你有点blue
没有人能像你
留给我的回忆
有点blue ooh
only blue

There's an empty room full of memories,
And everywhere I look, it's where we used to be.
It's like a photograph,
A moment froze in time,
I'm staring at your face, even when I close my eyes.
Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.
I wish I could go back,
And be with you again.
'Cos there's so many things I should have said,
When I had you listening.
As close as we were then, as far as we are now,
As much as this won't change a thing,
You've got me calling out...
Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.
Now was it ever meant to last?
The candles burned from yesterday,
The past is over, gone ahead
And watch the glow just fade away.
I can't run to catch my breath,
I can't hide to see what's left,
The plans, the hopes, the dreams, the tears,
All disappeared...

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes,
they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

　　很好听的一首歌，应该算是我最喜欢的一首粤语歌了．

　　后天就９月１号了，所以前两天抓紧玩跑跑卡丁车，现在觉得也没什么游戏可玩了，所以呢今天就要把补课那几天的作业搞定．

　　最近有个人一直让我很莫名的，也许他看人不顺眼的周期又来了．那我就敬而远之咯．等他过了这周期再说．

　　她去美国一个多星期了．不知道为什么，我喜欢的歌手发新专集总会有歌和我当时的心情符合，像以前＜＜让时间开口＞＞啊，＜＜不说出的温柔＞＞啊，还有现在的＜＜忘不了＞＞．这首＜＜余震＞＞应该不算吧，但歌词真的写得不错．也许余震就是忘却的前兆吧．

　　最近ＭＳＮ的网站是不是出了点问题，搞得我１１封邮件都看不到．有哪位朋友愿帮忙帮我看下邮件的可与我联系，我会告诉其密码的．

　　最后附上＜＜余震＞＞的歌词，这个歌的链接不是很好，现在也只有这个，也许一年都不会改了，凑合着吧．

离去的 如废墟中得救光荣地脱身
遗弃的 任水深跟火热扑向一个人
共你再恋早知是余震
让重伤的心再添缺憾
还剩低的寄望最后也牺牲

# 妳的吻 像龙卷风吹过 怎可对抗这吸引
身贴身 如海啸冲击我 使我向下沉
再走近 是我完全难自禁
就算知道实在太愚笨 到底一刻也算是缘份
天地沦陷 余震是痛苦中 一丝兴奋 #

怀缅的 如美景一幅那灾情未发生
期盼的 是彼此不伤害却已不可能
共你再恋早知是余震
让重伤的心再添缺憾
还剩低的寄望最后也牺牲

妳的吻 像龙卷风吹过 怎可对抗这吸引
身贴身 如海啸冲击我 使我向下沉
再走近 是我完全难自禁
就算知道实在太愚笨 到底一刻也算是缘份
仍然愿靠近 谁又理朦胧夜里 天沉地暗

Repeat #
余震是靠在你掌心 永远被困
　　　

Eight years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple
Cause I hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple
By telling myself

That
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way
So, if we're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you

We're a picture
In my mind
And when I want to find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye
Cause you'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself

That
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way
So, if we're not together
I will remember you

You were there when
I needed a friend
Thank you, thank you
I never told you
How much that meant
Yeah thank you, thank you

I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way

So, I.. I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way
So, when we're not together you
I will remember
When we're not together
I will remember you

I will remember you

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don’t bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok

But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I’m doin’ It

It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you

That’s what I was trying to do